Wow its been a whilllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeee....but I have a good excuse..i was sick..very sick but am back now in full force...... I hope! :s
these past days have been extremely hectic....trying to get better,balancing school and work. But am back now.. i repeat :), and so is one of my fav bloggers Funmi Iyanda.
She was also sick...i think its somethin in the air cos a lot of people I know have been 'suffering' from something.
straight to business
Today I finally admitted to one of my very good friends that I once liked this guy...she had been disturbing for months now about whether or not I liked him..u see, am a very very private person..there are some things I'd rather keep to myself..
The conversation went on like this
Friend- so whats going on with u and him (apparently, she said she had discovered 'something')
Me- lol-ing hard and debating whether I should let her 'in', nothing i said..
Friend- You guys have been talking or what (i lied..well kind of)
Me- Not really , he called me and I was sleeping.... actually I did not want to call him back because I dont want things to get out of hand
Friend- hmmm..i knew it...so you are actually admitting you like him
Me- NO, I liked him, i used to like him
OK, so I admit I used to like him but like I told my friend, he just like a cup of icecream, you want to have it, you will enjoy it while it lasts but you know its not good for you and you will probably end up regretting you had it in the first place.
The thing is the dude is a nice guy...but you know how u just dont feel right about something. You are not at peace with yourself.. Oh how i loved the long conversations we used to have, enjoyed the text msgs we'd send each other
I even admit that i liked how he would get jealous sometimes when i was casually talking to other guys but what I did NOT like was his sensitive personality, oh my lord..i have never met anyone so sensitive in my life and I am sure you haven't too.
You would say one thing and he would turn it around and use it against you...
But here's the catch even with all (well,some) those things i mentioned that I did not like
He decided to mess around with this girl while he was talking to me... you are probably thinkin 'you guys are not together so he can do whatever he wants'... i dont care if he says he likes me then what are you doing with another girl?
In conclusion, I really liked him, he was focused , ambitious, caring , he made me laugh but am looking for a REAL man like one of my friends will say..someone that would not let his emotions get the best of him, someone that I know i can count on and we will walk through his hard times and mine together.He has a lot going of him I dont want to be an extra luggage while he is on his journey to finding himself!...lol
I have learnt from my past..once bitten twice shy
nuff said!
these past days have been extremely hectic....trying to get better,balancing school and work. But am back now.. i repeat :), and so is one of my fav bloggers Funmi Iyanda.
She was also sick...i think its somethin in the air cos a lot of people I know have been 'suffering' from something.
straight to business
Today I finally admitted to one of my very good friends that I once liked this guy...she had been disturbing for months now about whether or not I liked him..u see, am a very very private person..there are some things I'd rather keep to myself..
The conversation went on like this
Friend- so whats going on with u and him (apparently, she said she had discovered 'something')
Me- lol-ing hard and debating whether I should let her 'in', nothing i said..
Friend- You guys have been talking or what (i lied..well kind of)
Me- Not really , he called me and I was sleeping.... actually I did not want to call him back because I dont want things to get out of hand
Friend- hmmm..i knew it...so you are actually admitting you like him
Me- NO, I liked him, i used to like him
OK, so I admit I used to like him but like I told my friend, he just like a cup of icecream, you want to have it, you will enjoy it while it lasts but you know its not good for you and you will probably end up regretting you had it in the first place.
The thing is the dude is a nice guy...but you know how u just dont feel right about something. You are not at peace with yourself.. Oh how i loved the long conversations we used to have, enjoyed the text msgs we'd send each other
I even admit that i liked how he would get jealous sometimes when i was casually talking to other guys but what I did NOT like was his sensitive personality, oh my lord..i have never met anyone so sensitive in my life and I am sure you haven't too.
You would say one thing and he would turn it around and use it against you...
But here's the catch even with all (well,some) those things i mentioned that I did not like
He decided to mess around with this girl while he was talking to me... you are probably thinkin 'you guys are not together so he can do whatever he wants'... i dont care if he says he likes me then what are you doing with another girl?
In conclusion, I really liked him, he was focused , ambitious, caring , he made me laugh but am looking for a REAL man like one of my friends will say..someone that would not let his emotions get the best of him, someone that I know i can count on and we will walk through his hard times and mine together.He has a lot going of him I dont want to be an extra luggage while he is on his journey to finding himself!...lol
I have learnt from my past..once bitten twice shy
nuff said!
2 comments:
YOU SEEM A LIKE A WOMAN THAT KNOWS WHAT SHE WANTS.. GOOD FOR YOU!
Girl, as long as u're going with ur guts. On one hand, I'm thinking...why is he talking/messing with someone else, but on the other hand, y'll r not officially together. Either way sha, it's a weird situation
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