Major frustration- getting a job
What will I do when I graduate?Where am I going to work? This is March, I dont have any offers?I need a job..
These are the constant questions that race through my mind everyday single day I wake up..sad innit? And it doesnt help with those family members and so called friends that either keeping on asking you why you dont have a job offer yet or those that start braggin about how their daughters and sons got job wayyybefore they even got out of school..
hmmm...well am not God. I know I havent tried like to the point of I-am-tired-of-doing-this but I am trying. I am just worried that I am going to be trying so hard to get a job...I am afraid of what might go wrong..neways I know God dey...he will not leave me or forsake..that i know for sure
Saturday, March 31, 2007
Monday, March 26, 2007
MIA
Wow its been a whilllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeee....but I have a good excuse..i was sick..very sick but am back now in full force...... I hope! :s
these past days have been extremely hectic....trying to get better,balancing school and work. But am back now.. i repeat :), and so is one of my fav bloggers Funmi Iyanda.
She was also sick...i think its somethin in the air cos a lot of people I know have been 'suffering' from something.
straight to business
Today I finally admitted to one of my very good friends that I once liked this guy...she had been disturbing for months now about whether or not I liked him..u see, am a very very private person..there are some things I'd rather keep to myself..
The conversation went on like this
Friend- so whats going on with u and him (apparently, she said she had discovered 'something')
Me- lol-ing hard and debating whether I should let her 'in', nothing i said..
Friend- You guys have been talking or what (i lied..well kind of)
Me- Not really , he called me and I was sleeping.... actually I did not want to call him back because I dont want things to get out of hand
Friend- hmmm..i knew it...so you are actually admitting you like him
Me- NO, I liked him, i used to like him
OK, so I admit I used to like him but like I told my friend, he just like a cup of icecream, you want to have it, you will enjoy it while it lasts but you know its not good for you and you will probably end up regretting you had it in the first place.
The thing is the dude is a nice guy...but you know how u just dont feel right about something. You are not at peace with yourself.. Oh how i loved the long conversations we used to have, enjoyed the text msgs we'd send each other
I even admit that i liked how he would get jealous sometimes when i was casually talking to other guys but what I did NOT like was his sensitive personality, oh my lord..i have never met anyone so sensitive in my life and I am sure you haven't too.
You would say one thing and he would turn it around and use it against you...
But here's the catch even with all (well,some) those things i mentioned that I did not like
He decided to mess around with this girl while he was talking to me... you are probably thinkin 'you guys are not together so he can do whatever he wants'... i dont care if he says he likes me then what are you doing with another girl?
In conclusion, I really liked him, he was focused , ambitious, caring , he made me laugh but am looking for a REAL man like one of my friends will say..someone that would not let his emotions get the best of him, someone that I know i can count on and we will walk through his hard times and mine together.He has a lot going of him I dont want to be an extra luggage while he is on his journey to finding himself!...lol
I have learnt from my past..once bitten twice shy
nuff said!
these past days have been extremely hectic....trying to get better,balancing school and work. But am back now.. i repeat :), and so is one of my fav bloggers Funmi Iyanda.
She was also sick...i think its somethin in the air cos a lot of people I know have been 'suffering' from something.
straight to business
Today I finally admitted to one of my very good friends that I once liked this guy...she had been disturbing for months now about whether or not I liked him..u see, am a very very private person..there are some things I'd rather keep to myself..
The conversation went on like this
Friend- so whats going on with u and him (apparently, she said she had discovered 'something')
Me- lol-ing hard and debating whether I should let her 'in', nothing i said..
Friend- You guys have been talking or what (i lied..well kind of)
Me- Not really , he called me and I was sleeping.... actually I did not want to call him back because I dont want things to get out of hand
Friend- hmmm..i knew it...so you are actually admitting you like him
Me- NO, I liked him, i used to like him
OK, so I admit I used to like him but like I told my friend, he just like a cup of icecream, you want to have it, you will enjoy it while it lasts but you know its not good for you and you will probably end up regretting you had it in the first place.
The thing is the dude is a nice guy...but you know how u just dont feel right about something. You are not at peace with yourself.. Oh how i loved the long conversations we used to have, enjoyed the text msgs we'd send each other
I even admit that i liked how he would get jealous sometimes when i was casually talking to other guys but what I did NOT like was his sensitive personality, oh my lord..i have never met anyone so sensitive in my life and I am sure you haven't too.
You would say one thing and he would turn it around and use it against you...
But here's the catch even with all (well,some) those things i mentioned that I did not like
He decided to mess around with this girl while he was talking to me... you are probably thinkin 'you guys are not together so he can do whatever he wants'... i dont care if he says he likes me then what are you doing with another girl?
In conclusion, I really liked him, he was focused , ambitious, caring , he made me laugh but am looking for a REAL man like one of my friends will say..someone that would not let his emotions get the best of him, someone that I know i can count on and we will walk through his hard times and mine together.He has a lot going of him I dont want to be an extra luggage while he is on his journey to finding himself!...lol
I have learnt from my past..once bitten twice shy
nuff said!
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
A different kind of friend
Its about 10:42pm...i am sacked out...today as been one hell of a day..
without much ado..i would like to tell my readers a short story.
A story of a friend (I will call her different...lol)..So different calls me today, am in class. She leaves a v.msg..
"oh helloo,emmm i need a favor..i was wondering if you could take me to my doctor's appt. If u cant take me i totally understand..just don't worry about it"..
After I listened to the msg, I concluded that our so called 'friendship' had to be reevaluated...u may not understand so let me back up a 'lirule' bit.
I have known this person for about a yr now, she and I became very close...we confided in each other blah blah blah..
Recently, well not really..i kind of noticed
1 She only calls me when she needs you to get something done for her....
2. If you happen not to be available to help she kinds of gets mad at you for not going the 'extra mile' for her..so she basically avoids your phone calls, facebk msgs until the next time she needs a 'favor'
3. She has the stupid belief/thing..watevea u want to call it, that if you don't leave a very important v/msg when she doesn't pick up then she doesn't have to call you back....
4. She never calls to check up on you or see how you are doing?..I mean i don't expect her to be my mother or anything but hey common on now!
this list is goes on and on so I would like to save the rest of this for tomorrow as am extremely tired....WATCH out for PART 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
without much ado..i would like to tell my readers a short story.
A story of a friend (I will call her different...lol)..So different calls me today, am in class. She leaves a v.msg..
"oh helloo,emmm i need a favor..i was wondering if you could take me to my doctor's appt. If u cant take me i totally understand..just don't worry about it"..
After I listened to the msg, I concluded that our so called 'friendship' had to be reevaluated...u may not understand so let me back up a 'lirule' bit.
I have known this person for about a yr now, she and I became very close...we confided in each other blah blah blah..
Recently, well not really..i kind of noticed
1 She only calls me when she needs you to get something done for her....
2. If you happen not to be available to help she kinds of gets mad at you for not going the 'extra mile' for her..so she basically avoids your phone calls, facebk msgs until the next time she needs a 'favor'
3. She has the stupid belief/thing..watevea u want to call it, that if you don't leave a very important v/msg when she doesn't pick up then she doesn't have to call you back....
4. She never calls to check up on you or see how you are doing?..I mean i don't expect her to be my mother or anything but hey common on now!
this list is goes on and on so I would like to save the rest of this for tomorrow as am extremely tired....WATCH out for PART 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, March 12, 2007
Introducingggggggggggg......
A-Z Meme
I got this off one of my fav blog...Accent: Nigerian
Booze:i don't really drink...Irish cream/Godiva cant really decide
Chore I hate: washing
Dogs/cats: dogs..i CANNOT stand cats!
Essential electronics: cellular, IPOD, camera, computer
Favourite Perfume:Red by Hugo boss..love it!
Gold/silver : gold
Hometown:Lagos baby!!!!
Insomnia: Sometimes
Job title: current- student future- event planner/lawyer/mother/wife
Kids: Not yet, but very soon..i can't wait to be a mother!!!!!!!!!!
Living Arrangements: with sister and brother
Most admired trait: My compassion, sense of humor
Number of sexual partners: N/A
Overnight hospital stays: Once, when I had to get my swollen tonsils out....horrible experience but i loved eating ice cream everyday though!
Phobia:Heights, cats, darkness..
Quote: I will stop at nothing, and nothing will stop me till i reach my ultimate destiny
Religion: Christian- firm believer in Christ..am not perfect but I am on my way there ;)
Siblings: four wonderful people!
Time I usually wake up: 8am if i don't have class or something to do
Unusual talent: can't think of anything right now
Vegetable I refuse to eat:i can't think of anything..i think i can eat almost any kind
Worst Habit: hmmmmm..i dunno ..i ll have to check in on that one
Yummy Foods I make/love:Dodo, ewa(beans), any kind of salad (usually), yam and corned beef stew
More about me
- Am in love...
- Am scared of graduating in may....but i look forward to it tho
- I wonder about myself sometimes
- HIGHLY emotional
- I want to go back home- people think am crazy..hehehe
- I am currently reevaluating my life...basically am UNDER CONSTRUCTION
- I would love to build an orphanage and a etiquette school in Nigeria
- My role model- my mother
- I am an emotional eater/emotional,impulsive shopper..:(
- ADDICTIONS- perfumes, shoes, blogs, wedding websites, jewelry
to be continued....
*****i recently got addicted to this wonderful world of blogging...i absolutely lurve it, i intend on maximising it to the fullest...I doubt if I would be able to post daily but I would try my very best
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